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Dan tahukah kamu, bagaimana peraaanku saat aku memutuskan untuk diam?

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Taylor Swift - Speak Now

Who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends, and her snotty little family

All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid, somewhere back inside a room

Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not what you thought it would be

I lose myself in a daydream where I stand and say

Don’t say yes, run away now

I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor

Don’t wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out and they said speak now

Fond gestures are exchanged

And the organ starts to play a song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains

It seems that I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle like a pageant queen

But I know you wish it was me, you wish it was me

Don’t you?

Don’t say yes, run away now

I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor

Don’t wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out and they said speak now

So don’t say yes, run away now

I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor

Don’t wait or say a single vow

Your time is running out and they said speak now

I hear the preacher say speak now or forever hold your peace

There’s the silence, there’s my last chance

I stand up with shaky hands, all eyes on me

Horrified looks from everyone in the room

But I’m only looking at you

I am not the kind of girl

Who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl

Don’t say yes, run away now

I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor

Don’t wait or say a single vow

You need to hear me out and they said speak now

And you say lets run away now

I’ll meet when I’m out of my tux at the backdoor

Baby I didn’t say my vows, so glad you were around

When they said ‘Speak now’

Taylor Swift - Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life, tell me how's your family

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier then ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it all right

I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,

Realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night,

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

All the time

Love You Suzuki Kun